lazy act

wishes...
i have in my mind..
that popped up straight from my heart...
i desperately want to fulfill them... well, but,
for a few of 'em i really dont.
they are so beautiful as wishes...
i dont want to fulfill and loose wishes...
it takes a lot to build a new one...
...too lazy to form wishes.

because i knew...

i have always feared to love her...
because i knew that she could love me more in return and...
she would win the game that way.
but she still loved me and i lost it.